My Litte Whiporwill Forgive Me

First off, I never play with your heart, or think light of our love, never ever,
I kept walking because I did not want you to see me like this,
See me without reverence, or awe, and love, for you,
You don’t understand, and neither do I, that is why I kept walking… to figure it out.

And what I have discovered is, I fear everything, I fear the worst, I fear every day,
Without your touch, or the sounds of your laugh, or the tenderness of your heart,
You make all of me unafraid, and when I say things strictly, or boldly or blunt,
All I ever receive at first is your rejection, your stone wall, your curse.

I love you, and there is nothing more I can really say,
I love you, and so I give all that you will have,
I love you, but at times you do not accept me,
I love you, and I am afraid of saying goodbye.

Walking away, the darkness weighed down all around me,
And I had already ran as far as my legs would let me,
And I kept walking because I didn’t want to hurt you anymore,
And I don’t ever want to hurt you, but sometimes I do.

Forgive me, for being as weak as I am,
Forgive me, for being mad at you,
Forgive me, for hurting you,
Please forgive me, and when you’re ready, I am here.